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Monday, March 19, 2007

While the NS guys are having their block leave, I'm having a blogging-block now. (literally)

Wahaha then this entry shall be answering lj since I feel like babbling but not willing to be constrained by the tagboard space. heh or perhaps i just want to put down what she wrote (that struck a chord with me)..

memories

those memories insinuated themselves into my consciousness again.

these are days you sit on the floor or on the bed with no one but you and a lifetime. well, at least a week's worth of thoughts, of true emotions flood in and you can't take it. You just can't. Then you sob.

..

emotions demand so much time. sometimes you just chuck it aside for other distractions. but in the dark of the night when u are all alone, they come flooding back. they engulf and suffocate you. eventually you fall asleep. from the mental and physical exhaustion of all that thinking and feeling.

..

implicit memory. like when we know how to cycle, we can never forget. when someone loses his/her memory, they'll still know how to read and write. don't you ever wish you can lose a part of your memory? because we tend to remember too much.

and memory becomes your partner. you nurture it. you hold it. you dance with it.

but isn't memory the most cruel of them all...

hmm probably cruel because both the exhilarating and melancholic are co-existing in a single frame

anyhow not too long ago you were the one needing to do all the essays & enjoying the holidays.. now is my turn!! yep gonna be nus (psychology which I have no idea why it's in popular demand.. perhaps as always I have good taste heh at least let me see something positive out of this) for me.. & thus, no more ping pong *misses the cock-cock sound* I know it appears to be crass but that's the sound made by my chang jiao. Think we will surely not miss the chance to go down and support our juniors for that annual 'A' division match (eagerly-anticipated btw 2 certain schools)

growing up @t
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