Received a message which reflected memories & thoughts. Realisation dawned. Everyone goes through certain motions. The difference is the timing and how. Hey, things may happen but that does not mean you have the prerogative to behave in an uncontrolled, emotional manner. Reasons enough though not sufficed to be excused. Perhaps things + contentious happenings & more emotive issues just cooks up the perfect platform..
Time now: 4:20am. Nah, I'm not losing sleep.. just up for a game of soccer (Chelsea vs Porto). Chelsea 0-1 Porto.
2 march back to school once again. Received several 'gifts'.
First up, this cutesy gloves from xiaxia (lol if you are reading this). Yea man, I like giving nicks to people. It gives a sense of identity (even privileged) that only you or a group of people can call. Some are for fun while others are what you really mean. Anyway, see how easily I can digress.
useful for my perpetual cold hands.
2) decorated photo-frame from psychotic juniors (as they called themselves) 3) laminated power card done by the class (haha actually by a creative few) 4) a CD of class photos compiled by ex-CT rep
5) a slip of paper. No guess for what it is. Putting in effort is not enough.. you need to put in your heart too. Likes and performance still go hand in hand.
Chelsea 1-1 Porto. Lookin' back, it's been around a decade since I watched my first soccer match. A looooooooooong time ago.. From a weekly limited dose on channel 5 to the full, comprehensive list of matches on the expensive sports channels on cable. Wanted so much to play the game then. When I finally did, it wasn't what I expected. Don't get me wrong.. Playing is still fun. However, I didn't like the off-the-field training (ok, ok. I'm just a lazybum) & something else was missing (though I'm not really sure what). Street soccer next??
Want to pursue psychology. It's like the only course I am interested in. No more science!! (okay, naive-thinking) Still stubborn in the choices made. However, having a goal in mind & a direction beats making a decision based on which course has lesser cons. Wanted to indulge further and say how much someone (yes you who perhaps don't know the extent) mean to me. Alas, common sense prevails. Like before, dear words spurred by feelings are overwritten by the self-conscious.
Final score: Chelsea 2-1 Porto.. through to the quarter-finals. Time for me to catch some winks before starting the boring morning..
it's okay if you can't see the road ahead, just make sure God is still in sight!!
In His time, in His time,
He makes all things beautful in His time.
Lord, please show me every day,
As You're teaching me Your way,
That You do just what You say, in Your time.
In Your time, in Your time,
You make all things beautiful in Your time.
Lord, my life to You I bring.
May each song I have to sing
Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time.
Words and Music by Diane Ball
Th3 b@bY iN mI
vette
15 Sept 88
child of God
likes: zzz
dislikes: waa waa
