"Why not continue working here till then?? You should, you know. It's easy & you can have the afternoon free.."
*aghasted*
I have been waitin' for 31 March to come ever since my first week there. Btw, I'm talking about my morning job. I think it's a miracle that I am actually gonna stay for 2 months -- all because of contractual obligations. It's not that I mind alot.. just that the job's kinda routined (Shall sidetrack for a while: I am more of a paradox that I supposed I am. I'm easily bored of the same thing yet I dislike changes. Perhaps it's because not everything/everyone can be a constant but once it is & the constant doesn't remain a constant, it's gonna be one big slap on the face..) and it's almost everyday which means that I can't sleep in & wake up whenever I desire anymore. okay this sounds rather pampered
I hate to leave my comfort zone. Yet, in the three jobs (plus the TOUCH development with auntie) that I did/have been doing so far all required much interaction & iniative to reach out to people. Not just people, but rather strangers. Now I probably have to talk to about 40 new strangers daily(just for this morning job). That's quite a feat for someone who would rather listen to a convo and just participate selectively (when dealt in a socialising situation). Tada.. take note that there's a difference between socialising and communicating. God works in wondrous way to build me up
it's okay if you can't see the road ahead, just make sure God is still in sight!!
In His time, in His time,
He makes all things beautful in His time.
Lord, please show me every day,
As You're teaching me Your way,
That You do just what You say, in Your time.
In Your time, in Your time,
You make all things beautiful in Your time.
Lord, my life to You I bring.
May each song I have to sing
Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time.
Words and Music by Diane Ball
Th3 b@bY iN mI
vette
15 Sept 88
child of God
likes: zzz
dislikes: waa waa
