gaga the first cycle of uni exams ended early for me :) but at least another 5 more cycles to go through bleah bleah..
Since then, my eating and sleeping clock has been on a horrible manic mode. It's so tiring. Finally, a respite today. A rest from people and the streets. Just me and my space. Relaxing and comfy. Not that I am anti-social, but it can be trying at times to be constantly interacting with people and not being able to drift away into my dream land.. lalala sounding kooky? Of course, for those who are comfortable/allow me to drift in and out as I like, I'm perfectly fine in their presence all the time. A quiet rest on the shoulder beats all words of concern.
Watched death note 1&2 (with jappy girl resources) at one go. Wittily written though towards the end of Part II, it felt like an endless cat-and-mouse chase. L is so kookily adorable. Anyway, are weird people defined as those who does not adhere to society protocol?
Watched this too:
The Bothersome Man (The Norweigan Film Festival) with ahpo, my art film kaki :) The city Andreas arrive in seems to be ideal and.. perfectly devoid of emotions. No children, no tasty food (aww that would be absolutely terrible for me) and no genuine love.. hmm actually all 3 would be terrible. It is rather sad yet provoking. What kind of world are we chasing after?
Beginning to like this genre of films than the mainstream ones. One play on the afterthoughts while the other capture your attention on the technicalities.
Holidays = freedom University = be on standby 24/7
Psychology has really been interesting and lovable for me (except the biological parts). I know what I want to go into - developmental psy. Perhaps childhood experiences have been a really HUGE impact on me..
But it's really irritating everytime I say I'm studying psy and people start to arch their eyebrow and comment, "So you can read my mind ar?" The question smacks ignorance. It's like asking an engineering student whether he likes cars. Besides, you don't need to be a psy student to be able to predict behavior. Logical reasoning and sound interferences will do. And rational thinking may not always be correct.. If you are having a heart attack, you will have a greater probability of getting help if there's only one person around rather than a group of people (bystander effect)
What makes me happy??
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.. of course yummy food!!
choc eclair
Jack's Place - Lobster Bisque (but ever since mav remarked that it smelt like prawn noodle, it doesn't seem that heavenly)
current fav - unagi
aunty, this is for u :)
Bakerzin cakes - wonderful for birthdays heh *hint*
Some people seem to think that nice food = expensive. But I would be just as content with a bowl of simple, tasty homecooked macoroni. Homecooked food rules any time, anywhere. It's more than the taste but the effort and love that goes into the food. ah-huh, me sounding sentimental? Nowadays, there's so many types of instant food that cooking is made much easier and faster. But for those who still take the whole day or at least a good several hours, what else can be the motivation when the end product is perhaps only 30 mins of having dinner together? Another factor that transcends the taste is definitely the company.
All-time favourite: authentic Peranankan food!!
(craving for that popiah for the past 9 months and still waiting..)
Perhaps you say why don't settle for the other popiahs oustide. But there can be no second-best, only second-rate. Second-choice is only a substitution for the first choice. Best means only one right? Ssecond-best is at best a cognitive dissonance..
Oh and I am going to Penang for a short getaway FINALLY!! Guess what's on the top of the list?? Haha penang laksa lol
My entries or rather my thoughts have never been coherent. Thoughts seem to be poppin' and jumpin' about. I like the fact that thoughts are not language; if that's the case, then it would have been easy to put your thoughts into words (which would have done me very well indeed or perhaps not).. The stanford prison experiment shows that the thin line which behavior thread upon is not based on nature but on the context. You could say one's internal focus of control tend to be overpowered by an external focus. Then all or nothing, does it matter anymore? If I die.. I die
it's okay if you can't see the road ahead, just make sure God is still in sight!!
In His time, in His time,
He makes all things beautful in His time.
Lord, please show me every day,
As You're teaching me Your way,
That You do just what You say, in Your time.
In Your time, in Your time,
You make all things beautiful in Your time.
Lord, my life to You I bring.
May each song I have to sing
Be to You a lovely thing, in Your time.
Words and Music by Diane Ball
Th3 b@bY iN mI
vette
15 Sept 88
child of God
likes: zzz
dislikes: waa waa
