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Monday, February 09, 2009

Gosh, I had wanted to do this before I left for the States. Well, though it's now the 45th day here (I've been away so long??), it's always better late than never!!

Do what? Like having a 'last' entry for this blog before I went to CA so that I can start 'anew' somewhere else @ a new addy? But as usual, I was still packing before the day I flew

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One sentence which struck me in service today - The teacher is silent when there is a test.

Yes, the Teacher is silent when there is a test. It aptly explains my past 2 years - one of THE phases of my life. Now, given a choice, I probably would not want to go through the motions (for the benefit of others, let's just say personal struggles) again. Everyone likes answers, you know sort of a proper closure even though the explanations might not take away the pain or be understood.

Yet, I would not have been the person I am today. James 1:2-3 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds for you know that the testing of your faith produce steadfastness.I like to think that I have been growing since - like being in God's community and understand why, seeing others/things increasingly in Jesus' perspective (always trying) and knowing who the focus should be, among other things. I also realized how much time I have 'wasted' in being fixated on certain issues but it's been a lesson learning to let go and live by faith :) & still learning
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So yah, the new addy has already been in existence for some time. It's not necessarily to end before you can start. Life's always a process.. Yeah, I will come back to SG. But here? Perhaps on a random day. I mean, I'm random, right? e.g. this entry

growing up @t
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