Feels like another vacation taking place now because I'm done with working heheheh
My last day (20/6):
First up, my wallpaper haha not done by me though.
Our efforts in duplicating the picture. Right arm & shirt courtesy of me :)
More notes since the last time.. yea I don't feel like leaving too but I need a break break!! haha.
My clean and neat table. Beat that!
Realised almost every picture above has pooh. Seeing too much of pooh is not that cute afterall :x *Million-dollar question: Is pooh he, she or it?*
Anyway, with him (poohlet), I bide adieu. Once again, thanks goofy and buttercup ;)
More pictures (random):
Martini, anyone?
My first seoul~ed experience. Sze Chuan chicken was yummy..
Tempting?
haha it's from an organic cafe in vELOcity. I think the chicken is overcooked though.
Just don't feel like smiling
There you go: a photo-spamming entry. Nice change from my usual essays?
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10:05 PM
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Driving isn't that fun afterall. *daytona no more*
1)Nearly had an accident lol my reaction to avoid a collision is to accelerate so that I won't collide.. what irony! (like how I jumped off a bicycle rather than stopped it so that I won't get hurt; that's my way of protection for you) But instructor to the rescue haha emergency break
No horning. No screaming. It was just 'Oh no!' inside. *dumbstruck* I will probably be one of those who will just freeze when there's imminent danger though I can dream a million times of becoming the hero
2) There were also many errant drivers whom you might never noticed as a passenger. Though I was in the right of way, (and I do sometimes feel indignant) seriously at the end of the day, does it matter who's right? What is important is everybody's safe.
As always, words are easier said than done. It is not just about driving but really the way you get through in life. I can insist my way and prove the point.. but at what cost? & after proving it, what do I get? Satisfaction? Not really. Just a truth that is pointless..
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12:18 AM
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You are important? That might be an overstatement..
There's always someone else to bring the smile to their faces
There's always someone else who meant as much to them
There's always someone else who will do the things you have done before
There's always someone else to fill your position.. you ain't indispensable
The world will continue to spin without the insignificant (insignificant does not equal to not significant) you but without the significant Him, there would not even be the universe to speak of. When you can acknowledge your insignificance, you come to realise the need to decentralise yourself. Know that your world is not about you and perhaps be amazed by how much you can do and your reorganised priorities. Will your magnanimity be more than you can bear?
Of course, it is easier said than done. Duh.
If someone else can do the job, I will take the backseat. Unless there is no one else, I am inclined to not appear. Between a person and people, the former is my choice just plainly because there is no one else. Between a person and a person, it's down to priority of dearer. Between a person and myself, I am just human. Guess you know the answer..
I love those moments before sleeping or while resting (not sleeping; just that eyes are kept closed).. it's not like I delibrately pondered, just that those thoughts simply wondered in. Yesh, even in the middle of a severe headache. That's God for you :)
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10:32 PM
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I'm now into the third month of my 4th job (in 6 months). Talk about job-hopping lol. Quitting isn't quite the word, but I do want a break soon..
A great thing about this job is sometimes I don't feel like I'm working haha. Most probably it is when I go out to schools.. Some of the kids are just adorable: There's this boy who actually calls me sister lol and he's very cheerful in spite of the happenings. Too bad I got to see him only once.. and I can't seem to remember his name. (i'm plain lousy at names and faces); but I remember Siti (haha easy name). On my very first day, she came crying to me. She was chubbily cute and her eyes were big -- much bigger than mine heh. & for the first time, I really understood what is 'shui wang wang de yan jing'.
haha let's talk about something more uplifting. Praise awards!!
haha I got (or rather I ask them to write for the kiddy me) them from the aunties/uncles at work. ok actually they are just a few years older than me.. & I am still clueless about who wrote the changing chair note
Everyone loves to be praised, especially kids. & maybe it's in our culture not to give praises or rewards easily as compared to other cultures.. because I don't feel generous when I write praises for the children. I mean I try to but when I see that they aren't really what I praised them for, I do feel inadequate though I know I can't expect them to be an angel all the time. Likewise for myself. Anyway, give it a try and keep the praises going, you never know when your words are gonna be real sources of motivation.
Suddenly, it seems like the loooooooong holidays are going to end rather soon & I haven't attempted many stuffs I have in mind but I am still being worn out.
University life seems to be attractively distant yet near. I don't look forward to it. Neither do I not look forward to it lol.. heheheh I got into usp!! was hoping to get in but when I actually received the email, there was also a tinge of sadness somehow (I know why but I can't say it)
Anyway, I wrote about the chicken and the egg for the essay. Don't 'huh' me. It's not about evolution or about which came first. Both the chicken and the egg can be eaten -- period. Guess I'm not in the mood for any intellectual confusing theory.
Haah woke up in the wee hours of this morning for the England vs Brazil match and was falling asleep again till
commentator: ...kaka...
mum (who haven't slept yet): how come got gaga (read: insect)?
(hmm actually she meant kaka but I heard it as gaga)
That amused me alot and kept me awake for another 10 more mins.
This entry is rather long and random (as you can tell from this sentence).
Speaking of insects, I've been attacked by bedbugs (gasp!) for the past weeks.. gosh it seemed to be forever. Awfully scarred -- especially my back. Hmm take away the bed, where do the bedbugs go? *yesh, I'm sounding very ignorant but let me satisfy my child-like curiosity* & whoever invented the bed!!
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