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Sunday, December 10, 2006

The mrt train has 6 cabins & 20 over doors. Yet someone could come in the same door I did and sat opposite me. Ya, what a morning surprise!

You may say it is a coincidence, I say it is part of God's daily plan for me. In fact, the more coincidence it seems, the more likely I would think it's His work.

My childhood wasn't exactly the most memorable kind. However, whenever I think about it, if it wasn't for what it had been, perhaps I would never have been in a Methodist school. Perhaps I would never have known Jesus from such a young age.

If I never went to that school and joined pingpong, I guess it's much harder to make it here. Then I probably would not have chose a stream that was NOT for me. But IF all these didn't take place, people in my life would not be those in my paths today.

The past may not have been perfect, the choices I made are not without regrets.
Every wrong turn leads you closer to the right one.
But if you never know where you gone wrong,
you will never learn when to turn right.

Then, this song just came to my mind:

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way,
He will make a way.

By a roadway in the wilderness,
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His Word will still remain
He will do something new today.

This was what I intended to post on thursday. But I didn't complete the post because was too tired (due to work). What made me come back to complete this post even as I falling ill again (actually I never recovered fully) was because of what happened today.

When I heard what Ps shared (of how the CD player played this very song by itself when he was facing a worrying situation), I knew it was the Lord speaking to me & assuring me He will make a way. Suddenly, I recalled Him asking me to put a smile always no matter what happens because He will be with me. (This was a few months ago when I just had a really bad week followed by my grandmother being in a critical situation.)This assurance does not mean there will be no heartache or hardship but that He will see me through all these.
Somehow along the way, I seem to have put these words at the back of my mind.

As Ps begin to sing this song, I realized He is telling me once again that He is still there with me. This realization made me cry. For the first time, I cried not because of deep hurt or sadness but because I was deeply touched. Thank you, Lord.

Ps: So,
don't be surprised if you see me smiling
even when the sky's falling on me;
if I don't, PLS remind me to :)

growing up @t
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